So today was far better than yesterday.
Yesterday my store was robbed
Today no robbing
We had a managers meeting, pretty boring...
Paul had to make faces at me everytime something silly happened so I had to keep my hand over my mouth the entire time.
I also got to hear some slightly racist jokes?!? what?
I took a cat nap, with a big fat cat.
Got wings, and could not keep up with my company on wing consumption... Did however get to see some really not pretty boobs on display at this bar in center city.
The bar I went to tonight I probably would have never ever gone to if it was for Mr. C. Actually most the places that I have gone to lately I would have never ventured into (I mean tonight I def heard crappy pop music and see "bro's" do a lot of high fiving)
What is nice about seeing all these new places is that I get a different glimpse of Philly before I leave it.
The Philadelphia I loved is dying all around me. Everything that made this city great for me is closing down or has changed owners...etc. etc.
I really appreciate these small opportunities to see a different part of Philly.
I was going to write more but I am tired, and I get to go to another managers meeting in the morning!
AWESOME!
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Monday, January 29, 2007
Sunday, January 28, 2007
things I'm not doing
-not going to get wings with bob
-not being in a good mood
I am currently making the same noises as my car did yesterday
grumbly ones
-not being in a good mood
I am currently making the same noises as my car did yesterday
grumbly ones
I like music
So I am excited about all the concerts coming up that I am going to.
First March 3rd, Badly Drawn Boy is playing.
I picked up tickets for Paul and I on Friday. His nephew is going too, which should be fun. Zack (Paul's nephew) is a really nice kid. Kelly unfortunately decided that the TLA are "being douche bags" and charging too much for the show. (Really almost 25.00 dollars, it is kind of gross)
Second March 27th, Decembrists.
It will be the second time seeing them this year (if you count November to November as the year). They are playing at the Tower Theater, which is one of my favorite venues. I saw the BNL (shut up) and Beck there. Beck dry humped a bed on stage, so that was a pretty intense concert.
Something that bothers me about Tower however is the lack of foresight that the common concert viewer posses about their seating situation. I understand that people get excited about the performance, and I can understand the need to dance. What doesn't make sense is standing the entire time if there are seats available. Take me for example, when someone is standing in front of me brandishing a lighter and screaming the lyrics to their favorite song (which incidentally they don't sound like the lead singer at all) I cannot see in front of them. I am only five feet from the ground. Even standing on tiptoes I am maybe 5'2. If everyone sat down, everyone could enjoy the show. So most concerts I am getting play by play from the person next to me.
I start doing yoga and Pilates again this week. This is a good thing since I will have to be in a bathing suit in about a month at the "TRADE SHOW". I am looking forward to this free trip to Florida because I am going to ditch most of the meetings (since I will probably not be working at Tyler next year, so it doesn't matter if I get in trouble) and probably get A LOT of free liquor. I am not looking forward to questions like "are those tattoos real?” "Did you know that last forever?” "Why do you have Steve Buscemi tattooed on you?” So I will have to explain to a bunch of work people why I have tattoos all over my body. Especially since I should have about two more tattoos by the middle of March. Don't get me wrong I love showing my tattoos off, just not to uptight people. I understand that I look a little bit like a Ripley's exhibit in a bathing suit with the tattoos, but I don't feel like spending a week explaining them, or every time I go out with these people hearing "Hey will you show so and so your tattoos?"
I think the trade show will be pretty ridiculous, and interesting. I also think it is going to be kind of sad. I am preparing myself for it.
I was going to write a lot more but my eyes hurt from my busy day yesterday, and I have Taxi season 1 from netflix.
I also have to take a nap to get wings with B-man.
Leann (there is NO "e" at the end of her name, weird?) left for Brazil today, and I think he might be a little bummed.
Wish my abs luck tomorrow after Pilates!
First March 3rd, Badly Drawn Boy is playing.
I picked up tickets for Paul and I on Friday. His nephew is going too, which should be fun. Zack (Paul's nephew) is a really nice kid. Kelly unfortunately decided that the TLA are "being douche bags" and charging too much for the show. (Really almost 25.00 dollars, it is kind of gross)
Second March 27th, Decembrists.
It will be the second time seeing them this year (if you count November to November as the year). They are playing at the Tower Theater, which is one of my favorite venues. I saw the BNL (shut up) and Beck there. Beck dry humped a bed on stage, so that was a pretty intense concert.
Something that bothers me about Tower however is the lack of foresight that the common concert viewer posses about their seating situation. I understand that people get excited about the performance, and I can understand the need to dance. What doesn't make sense is standing the entire time if there are seats available. Take me for example, when someone is standing in front of me brandishing a lighter and screaming the lyrics to their favorite song (which incidentally they don't sound like the lead singer at all) I cannot see in front of them. I am only five feet from the ground. Even standing on tiptoes I am maybe 5'2. If everyone sat down, everyone could enjoy the show. So most concerts I am getting play by play from the person next to me.
I start doing yoga and Pilates again this week. This is a good thing since I will have to be in a bathing suit in about a month at the "TRADE SHOW". I am looking forward to this free trip to Florida because I am going to ditch most of the meetings (since I will probably not be working at Tyler next year, so it doesn't matter if I get in trouble) and probably get A LOT of free liquor. I am not looking forward to questions like "are those tattoos real?” "Did you know that last forever?” "Why do you have Steve Buscemi tattooed on you?” So I will have to explain to a bunch of work people why I have tattoos all over my body. Especially since I should have about two more tattoos by the middle of March. Don't get me wrong I love showing my tattoos off, just not to uptight people. I understand that I look a little bit like a Ripley's exhibit in a bathing suit with the tattoos, but I don't feel like spending a week explaining them, or every time I go out with these people hearing "Hey will you show so and so your tattoos?"
I think the trade show will be pretty ridiculous, and interesting. I also think it is going to be kind of sad. I am preparing myself for it.
I was going to write a lot more but my eyes hurt from my busy day yesterday, and I have Taxi season 1 from netflix.
I also have to take a nap to get wings with B-man.
Leann (there is NO "e" at the end of her name, weird?) left for Brazil today, and I think he might be a little bummed.
Wish my abs luck tomorrow after Pilates!
Friday, January 26, 2007
yada yada yada
I just got out of my shower that refuses to produce hot water.
Tonight was a bit of a tease because the water lasted for almost ten minutes. The water was very clever, and decided to run out just as I was shaving my second leg. That means I had to continue to take a cold shower or have only 1 and 1/2 legs shaved.
Every girl knows that if you shave your legs when it is cold you never get a smooth shave. I even have one of those vibrating razors (I got it free from a promotion at work, hooray) and still there is cold shower stubble.
My legs in general are looking brutal lately for many reasons...
1) My legs looked much better when I rode a bike everywhere.
2) Cold shower stubble, as explained in first paragraph of Blog
3) GIANT bruise on my new from drinking two nights before. I would like to say no one knows where it came from, but unfortunately Andy and Paul saw the whole thing. Why would Doobies put lawn furniture in front of the bathroom anyway?
(Side note about Doobies... Best jukebox ever... More Bowie than you can shake a very glittery stick at)
More about the night with the bruise... I drank ridiculous amounts... I mean way too much...
On top of drinking about 9 vodka tonics, Andy threw shots into the mix.
Supposedly I was completely coherent the entire time... Joke was on Paul and Andy I don't remember anything after the third bar... I do remember having to hurtle a cat to make it to the bathroom to hurl my entrails out.
It was all fun...
I also didn't show up to work until 12pm! Go me! I probably would have made it there sooner, but I was right around the corner from breakfast... So I couldn't pass that up... Breakfast however turned out to be a bad move, because in the end I did pass it up, into the toilet that is.
Sometimes getting a wicked drunk on is a good thing, because it helped me purge a lot of "bad energy" out of my body.
Yeah, I wrote bad energy... I will go listen to Jerry Garcia now...
Tonight was a bit of a tease because the water lasted for almost ten minutes. The water was very clever, and decided to run out just as I was shaving my second leg. That means I had to continue to take a cold shower or have only 1 and 1/2 legs shaved.
Every girl knows that if you shave your legs when it is cold you never get a smooth shave. I even have one of those vibrating razors (I got it free from a promotion at work, hooray) and still there is cold shower stubble.
My legs in general are looking brutal lately for many reasons...
1) My legs looked much better when I rode a bike everywhere.
2) Cold shower stubble, as explained in first paragraph of Blog
3) GIANT bruise on my new from drinking two nights before. I would like to say no one knows where it came from, but unfortunately Andy and Paul saw the whole thing. Why would Doobies put lawn furniture in front of the bathroom anyway?
(Side note about Doobies... Best jukebox ever... More Bowie than you can shake a very glittery stick at)
More about the night with the bruise... I drank ridiculous amounts... I mean way too much...
On top of drinking about 9 vodka tonics, Andy threw shots into the mix.
Supposedly I was completely coherent the entire time... Joke was on Paul and Andy I don't remember anything after the third bar... I do remember having to hurtle a cat to make it to the bathroom to hurl my entrails out.
It was all fun...
I also didn't show up to work until 12pm! Go me! I probably would have made it there sooner, but I was right around the corner from breakfast... So I couldn't pass that up... Breakfast however turned out to be a bad move, because in the end I did pass it up, into the toilet that is.
Sometimes getting a wicked drunk on is a good thing, because it helped me purge a lot of "bad energy" out of my body.
Yeah, I wrote bad energy... I will go listen to Jerry Garcia now...
Sunday, January 21, 2007
snow?
You should never kiss someone to a song, because forever you will remember that kiss..
On second thought, you should always kiss someone to a song, because everytime you hear that song, you will remember that kiss.
I got a phone call to tell me it was snowing...
I have spent most of my night looking up artist residencies and grants. I want to leave my job, so maybe if this works out I can spend the summer getting paid to make art. I have so many ideas in-between my two ears.
I am visiting CMU in Feb. I am nervous. I will def be moving before next November.
I really hope I get into this school, but that really depends on how much work I am willing to do from now until next fall to prepare for it.
It will be an experience if anything else.
On second thought, you should always kiss someone to a song, because everytime you hear that song, you will remember that kiss.
I got a phone call to tell me it was snowing...
I have spent most of my night looking up artist residencies and grants. I want to leave my job, so maybe if this works out I can spend the summer getting paid to make art. I have so many ideas in-between my two ears.
I am visiting CMU in Feb. I am nervous. I will def be moving before next November.
I really hope I get into this school, but that really depends on how much work I am willing to do from now until next fall to prepare for it.
It will be an experience if anything else.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
I am in such demand
I don't usually do this, since I don't usually go out, but I completely over booked my day.
I told too many people I would hang out, and now I don't want to leave my house.
My day started early with a nice mini-break by seeing Paul. After that short visit I was off to my studio. Annie, who is amazing, finished and perfected the set up of the screen print equipment. The rest of the day was just spent doing test runs. Even though the work was boring it did make me very excited to start producing artwork. It is a weird that the studio is completely operational. We all waited for this day and only Annie, Heather, and myself showed up to work.
Work this week was frightful. Not so much the students but the Professors fell into the category known as "Terrible Humans".
I don't know what part of the brain malfunctions with most artist when it comes to business and art, but I would like to run some test.
In other news, I am writing a grant proposal... I am excited.
I have this grand scheme of a project that I want to get started on that should undoubtedly get me into CMU, and hopefully into a cool summer program that I found.
I was thinking about writing it all out for the public but I am tired and I have at least three phone calls to make apologizing for breaking plans.
If you see me in person just tap me on the shoulder and ask... "What is your big project?"
I told too many people I would hang out, and now I don't want to leave my house.
My day started early with a nice mini-break by seeing Paul. After that short visit I was off to my studio. Annie, who is amazing, finished and perfected the set up of the screen print equipment. The rest of the day was just spent doing test runs. Even though the work was boring it did make me very excited to start producing artwork. It is a weird that the studio is completely operational. We all waited for this day and only Annie, Heather, and myself showed up to work.
Work this week was frightful. Not so much the students but the Professors fell into the category known as "Terrible Humans".
I don't know what part of the brain malfunctions with most artist when it comes to business and art, but I would like to run some test.
In other news, I am writing a grant proposal... I am excited.
I have this grand scheme of a project that I want to get started on that should undoubtedly get me into CMU, and hopefully into a cool summer program that I found.
I was thinking about writing it all out for the public but I am tired and I have at least three phone calls to make apologizing for breaking plans.
If you see me in person just tap me on the shoulder and ask... "What is your big project?"
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Sunday, January 14, 2007
my head is full of soup
I currently feel like I have corn chowder in my head. My nose is all stuffed and my head feels like it is about 66 lbs.
66lbs. doesn't seem like a lot, but it is my HEAD!
I keep waking up earlier than the rest of the world. Why am I always anxious to get a head start.
Today should be as good as yesterday, but I am not sure it will be better, because yesterday, well that was a pretty good day.
I have been really lonesome lately. I have spent time with people that I enjoy and care about, but I still feel like I am sitting by myself. It is really unsettling. I am not adjusting to my new surroundings as well as I hoped I would have. I am uncomfortable in this city in general so I guess trying to make my life work in a different part of the city probably isn't going to happen.
I have decided to move to Pittsburgh and try to get into CMU. I am hoping this move will happen at the end of the summer, but it seriously cannot wait much after next fall. The deadline to apply to the school is next March (well my deadline).
Well Perks of today
-Breakfast with Kelly
-Rocky with Kelly
-24 party with Bob
66lbs. doesn't seem like a lot, but it is my HEAD!
I keep waking up earlier than the rest of the world. Why am I always anxious to get a head start.
Today should be as good as yesterday, but I am not sure it will be better, because yesterday, well that was a pretty good day.
I have been really lonesome lately. I have spent time with people that I enjoy and care about, but I still feel like I am sitting by myself. It is really unsettling. I am not adjusting to my new surroundings as well as I hoped I would have. I am uncomfortable in this city in general so I guess trying to make my life work in a different part of the city probably isn't going to happen.
I have decided to move to Pittsburgh and try to get into CMU. I am hoping this move will happen at the end of the summer, but it seriously cannot wait much after next fall. The deadline to apply to the school is next March (well my deadline).
Well Perks of today
-Breakfast with Kelly
-Rocky with Kelly
-24 party with Bob
Saturday, January 13, 2007
survey's in the morning
1. Who is the next person you'll hold hands with?
Paul
But I will say when my hand is held; I usually try not to inter twine fingers because my fingers are soo much smaller than the other persons... I try to just clasp hands.
2. Do you sleep with the TV on?
No, I used to when I was a kid, but the noise effects what I dream about.
3. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
I have never had a glass of milk.
4. What did you do today?
I just woke up, and it is too early to start waking up friends... I will be going to Hockey game today (fingers crossed) and probably out to breakfast.
5. Do you think you're old?
No, and most of my friends always say, "I forget how young you are" or "I can't wait until that comes out on tape." and then I have to say, "what is a tape?"
6. How fast can you type?
Whew, light speed.
7. Are you afraid of the dark?
I am afraid television programming that bad will be coming out on DVD
8. Eye color?
Mostly green, sometimes blue, sometimes yellowish?
I have mood ring eyeballs
9. Do you like your life right now?
Maybe if I stopped neglecting my responsibilities. Otherwise it is ok, I am a compulsive over achiever... but once I sign myself up for everything I just want to sit in the house.
10. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
When I first moved into my apartment... That is when I learned my hot water SUCKS
11. Do you knock on wood?
Yes... but most the time when I partake in that gesture it is in my car, so I am actually knocking on plastic...
12. Are you drinking anything right now?
A glass of Juice... it is just about the best juice I have ever had.
13. Do you have good vision?
Nope... Last time I got glasses I found out my vision got a little worse... But the glasses are really cute.
14. Can you hula-hoop?
I haven't tried in a while. I was third place in a hula-hoop contest at Lake Lenapee when I was a kid. I think I was in second grade; so the other participants were not as cutthroat as today's hula hoopers.
15. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Yeah, I just couldn't continue dating a cheater... I also wouldn't play chess with a cheater, because I take the game WAY too seriously once I start playing.
19. What are you thinking about right now?
-My face smells funny
-I need to take a shower
-Should I head down town or to south Philly first?
-Who was I supposed to meet for breakfast?
20. A movie you watched when you were little?
Coming to America
(Andy how old were you when this came out!)
22. What song's in your head right now?
I got this survey from Erin who was listening to Mazzy Star... I also am listening to Mazzy Star's, Sweet Jane... very strange
23. What are you doing next week?
Uh working at Tyler, listening to a bunch of poopety kids complain about cream for their coffee.
24. Plans for today?
Breakfast
Hockey Game
Par-Tae?
Probably try to go to the Mummers thing tonight.
25. What's your middle name and why?
My Middle name is Devon. My mom (real mom) hitched hike to Florida when she was 12, and started the 7th grade there. While in Florida (which didn't last long) she met a girl name Devin. I guess they were partners in crime. My mom would tell stories of this small girl with a thick southern accent, and she always regretted not staying in touch with Devin.
I remember one time when I was home from school and we were watching Murray and it was an episode of people tracking down lost loved ones, and my mom called the number at the end of the show to try and find Devin... They never called back. Why my name is spelled Devon, and why my first name is spelled Lea, is because my mom only went to school until the 8th grade and just spelled both names wrong on the birth certificate.
26. Name some places you've gone.
Recently, but now not that recently was Chicago.
I plan to go back when it is really cold and nasty.
27. When was the last time you told someone "I love you"?
It has been a while. At least three months. My mom and I always suggest it at the end of a phone conversation, but we are not a very affectionate family.
28. Last stupid thing you did drunk?
Apparently was very affectionate on a subway ride. I think this was instigated... because I am not that kind of person.
29. How are you feeling today?
Flemy and optimistic. I hope it is a good day.
31. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
I have been suspended, too much.
32.Have you ever crawled through a window?
Oh god. This I have done more than a dozen times. One time I was crawling in a window of a friend’s house because her parents wanted us in by a certain time and we showed up at 4 in the morning. I went first to fall right into her parents.
I got up and walked home... Let her deal with that.
33. What's for lunch?
I don't know? What is for dinner? I am in the mood for Chinese or falafel. I am so glad Abi made me try falafel, and burritos... because now they are my favorite food ever.
34. Have you ever eaten dog food?
I haven't been that desperate yet. Let's see how this artist thing works out, because it could be in my future when I am elderly.
35. Can you handle the truth?
I only want to handle the truth. I cannot handle the lies... especially when I find out the truth, after I was told the lie.
36. What did you do last night?
Neglected responsibilities. Came home, started a short story, worked on a drawing, watched home movies, and went to bed.
37. Buy anything lately?
I am going to buy a new shirt today.
38. Any cool scars?
Not really... I would think with the life I have led so far, I would have something better than a ding on my forehead from a seashell.
39. Name an old school song you like?
What?
Fania all-stars, Leah (the spelled it wrong/right though)
40. How many kids do you plan on having?
How many kids plan on having me?
41. Do you want to get married?
Depends how I was asked.
42. How often do you talk on the phone?
Lately a little more than usual because I haven't left my house very much... but not very much
43. Do you talk to yourself?
Oh yeah.
44. Is there something you want that you can't have?
I try not to think this way. If I needed it I would have it...
45. Name three things about the opposite sex that you first notice?
Eye contact or to see if they have severe lack of eye contact
Hands
Ears
46. How do you feel about the word wawa?
When you have been drinking it is a really awkward word to say.
47. Who did you last hug?
BLANK
48. Name a fault?
Seclusion
49. What was the last thing you ate?
Pretzels
50. Something pretty you've seen lately?
Children of Men
And Shawna on Wed. She looked stunning.
51. Last movie watched?
Jackass II, I can't help it. That movie is too much.
I watched it with Shawna as we ate twin pops. I do love my life.
52. What do you want to hear?
Too much.
53. What do you want most?
"A love-letter from Neil gaiman." this is what Erin wrote, I know a boy who would really like one of these.
I want to have a good Saturday.
55. If you could be anywhere else right now, where would it be?
I would be in my comforters... oh wait...
Paul
But I will say when my hand is held; I usually try not to inter twine fingers because my fingers are soo much smaller than the other persons... I try to just clasp hands.
2. Do you sleep with the TV on?
No, I used to when I was a kid, but the noise effects what I dream about.
3. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
I have never had a glass of milk.
4. What did you do today?
I just woke up, and it is too early to start waking up friends... I will be going to Hockey game today (fingers crossed) and probably out to breakfast.
5. Do you think you're old?
No, and most of my friends always say, "I forget how young you are" or "I can't wait until that comes out on tape." and then I have to say, "what is a tape?"
6. How fast can you type?
Whew, light speed.
7. Are you afraid of the dark?
I am afraid television programming that bad will be coming out on DVD
8. Eye color?
Mostly green, sometimes blue, sometimes yellowish?
I have mood ring eyeballs
9. Do you like your life right now?
Maybe if I stopped neglecting my responsibilities. Otherwise it is ok, I am a compulsive over achiever... but once I sign myself up for everything I just want to sit in the house.
10. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
When I first moved into my apartment... That is when I learned my hot water SUCKS
11. Do you knock on wood?
Yes... but most the time when I partake in that gesture it is in my car, so I am actually knocking on plastic...
12. Are you drinking anything right now?
A glass of Juice... it is just about the best juice I have ever had.
13. Do you have good vision?
Nope... Last time I got glasses I found out my vision got a little worse... But the glasses are really cute.
14. Can you hula-hoop?
I haven't tried in a while. I was third place in a hula-hoop contest at Lake Lenapee when I was a kid. I think I was in second grade; so the other participants were not as cutthroat as today's hula hoopers.
15. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Yeah, I just couldn't continue dating a cheater... I also wouldn't play chess with a cheater, because I take the game WAY too seriously once I start playing.
19. What are you thinking about right now?
-My face smells funny
-I need to take a shower
-Should I head down town or to south Philly first?
-Who was I supposed to meet for breakfast?
20. A movie you watched when you were little?
Coming to America
(Andy how old were you when this came out!)
22. What song's in your head right now?
I got this survey from Erin who was listening to Mazzy Star... I also am listening to Mazzy Star's, Sweet Jane... very strange
23. What are you doing next week?
Uh working at Tyler, listening to a bunch of poopety kids complain about cream for their coffee.
24. Plans for today?
Breakfast
Hockey Game
Par-Tae?
Probably try to go to the Mummers thing tonight.
25. What's your middle name and why?
My Middle name is Devon. My mom (real mom) hitched hike to Florida when she was 12, and started the 7th grade there. While in Florida (which didn't last long) she met a girl name Devin. I guess they were partners in crime. My mom would tell stories of this small girl with a thick southern accent, and she always regretted not staying in touch with Devin.
I remember one time when I was home from school and we were watching Murray and it was an episode of people tracking down lost loved ones, and my mom called the number at the end of the show to try and find Devin... They never called back. Why my name is spelled Devon, and why my first name is spelled Lea, is because my mom only went to school until the 8th grade and just spelled both names wrong on the birth certificate.
26. Name some places you've gone.
Recently, but now not that recently was Chicago.
I plan to go back when it is really cold and nasty.
27. When was the last time you told someone "I love you"?
It has been a while. At least three months. My mom and I always suggest it at the end of a phone conversation, but we are not a very affectionate family.
28. Last stupid thing you did drunk?
Apparently was very affectionate on a subway ride. I think this was instigated... because I am not that kind of person.
29. How are you feeling today?
Flemy and optimistic. I hope it is a good day.
31. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
I have been suspended, too much.
32.Have you ever crawled through a window?
Oh god. This I have done more than a dozen times. One time I was crawling in a window of a friend’s house because her parents wanted us in by a certain time and we showed up at 4 in the morning. I went first to fall right into her parents.
I got up and walked home... Let her deal with that.
33. What's for lunch?
I don't know? What is for dinner? I am in the mood for Chinese or falafel. I am so glad Abi made me try falafel, and burritos... because now they are my favorite food ever.
34. Have you ever eaten dog food?
I haven't been that desperate yet. Let's see how this artist thing works out, because it could be in my future when I am elderly.
35. Can you handle the truth?
I only want to handle the truth. I cannot handle the lies... especially when I find out the truth, after I was told the lie.
36. What did you do last night?
Neglected responsibilities. Came home, started a short story, worked on a drawing, watched home movies, and went to bed.
37. Buy anything lately?
I am going to buy a new shirt today.
38. Any cool scars?
Not really... I would think with the life I have led so far, I would have something better than a ding on my forehead from a seashell.
39. Name an old school song you like?
What?
Fania all-stars, Leah (the spelled it wrong/right though)
40. How many kids do you plan on having?
How many kids plan on having me?
41. Do you want to get married?
Depends how I was asked.
42. How often do you talk on the phone?
Lately a little more than usual because I haven't left my house very much... but not very much
43. Do you talk to yourself?
Oh yeah.
44. Is there something you want that you can't have?
I try not to think this way. If I needed it I would have it...
45. Name three things about the opposite sex that you first notice?
Eye contact or to see if they have severe lack of eye contact
Hands
Ears
46. How do you feel about the word wawa?
When you have been drinking it is a really awkward word to say.
47. Who did you last hug?
BLANK
48. Name a fault?
Seclusion
49. What was the last thing you ate?
Pretzels
50. Something pretty you've seen lately?
Children of Men
And Shawna on Wed. She looked stunning.
51. Last movie watched?
Jackass II, I can't help it. That movie is too much.
I watched it with Shawna as we ate twin pops. I do love my life.
52. What do you want to hear?
Too much.
53. What do you want most?
"A love-letter from Neil gaiman." this is what Erin wrote, I know a boy who would really like one of these.
I want to have a good Saturday.
55. If you could be anywhere else right now, where would it be?
I would be in my comforters... oh wait...
Friday, January 12, 2007
sometimes you just want to sit on the couch
Well, I have officially over-whelmed myself.
This was supposed to be the schedule of my day
Friday:
Go to work
Go to print club and take slides
Go to print club and conduct meeting
Go to print club and help clean the studio
Go down town to pick up fabric and pattern for my sewing class
Go to my sewing class
Go and meet up with friends at a bar
Go clean my apartment sometime during this
Go work on my drawing
What am I doing?
I was asked yesterday while talking on the telephone... "why did you hesitate to tell me where you have decided to apply to grad school."
I hesitate doing anything regarding grad school.
I just don't think I am good enough. That is what creates the pause in any conversation about it.
The school I am interested is competitive. Will I be one of the 6-8 people they consider letting in?
The city I am not terribly excited about, but the school I have fell in love with.
The big thing is if I stay in Philadelphia, I will not grow as a person or an artist.
I consistently feel like investing my time in other people is always better then investing time in myself.
Whew. That is kind of sad.
Well I am sure some time will free up
I have only decided to start painting classes to teach my friends how to paint (which is actually exciting)
Start another writing group with Kelly
Start an etching class on Tue and Thur
Have two art shows
Volunteer at Fleisher
Host dinner parties on Thur...
hahaha
I must love not having time to breathe
This was supposed to be the schedule of my day
Friday:
Go to work
Go to print club and take slides
Go to print club and conduct meeting
Go to print club and help clean the studio
Go down town to pick up fabric and pattern for my sewing class
Go to my sewing class
Go and meet up with friends at a bar
Go clean my apartment sometime during this
Go work on my drawing
What am I doing?
I was asked yesterday while talking on the telephone... "why did you hesitate to tell me where you have decided to apply to grad school."
I hesitate doing anything regarding grad school.
I just don't think I am good enough. That is what creates the pause in any conversation about it.
The school I am interested is competitive. Will I be one of the 6-8 people they consider letting in?
The city I am not terribly excited about, but the school I have fell in love with.
The big thing is if I stay in Philadelphia, I will not grow as a person or an artist.
I consistently feel like investing my time in other people is always better then investing time in myself.
Whew. That is kind of sad.
Well I am sure some time will free up
I have only decided to start painting classes to teach my friends how to paint (which is actually exciting)
Start another writing group with Kelly
Start an etching class on Tue and Thur
Have two art shows
Volunteer at Fleisher
Host dinner parties on Thur...
hahaha
I must love not having time to breathe
Thursday, January 11, 2007
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